Monday, August 30, 2010

hmmm... today must be the most tiring day ever:P:P I feel so tired :(:( but happy! XDXD To all teachers in the world: Happy Teachers' Day! You guys are the most awesome people in the world! :D:D going out later, play basketball :P:P HEHEHE! Another fun day :D
Hmm... Nothing much going on today :) except for the no tuition thingy :P:P YAY! Tuition postponed to thursday :D Teacher sick :):)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Hmmm... finished the compo, did 10++ surveys on fb :P bleah.. playing minesweeper right now... just now the survey asked some questions which made me thought of her, bleah, nvm, thats over liao... no point looking back, unless she wants to talk about it, which i don't think so... Hmm... suddenly it feels like i am back to square one, as i had deleted all my social networking accounts :) hAhaS! But this feels more like me :) and soo i am not regretting my choice :D:D

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Well, today passed quite smoothly, i actually wanted to delete my twitter account too, but i don't know how! EEEK! bleah :P Just finished decorating the teachers' day gifts :) Hope Ms Siti, Mrs Chay, 刘老师 and Mdm Ren will like the pressents :D:D Its been such a hot day and im sweating buckets d: Went to grandma house to eat beehoon in the afternoon, soo delicious!! ITS SOO YUMMY!~ How i wish i can learn to cook soo good like her :P:P Unfortunately, i only can cook instant noodles... And an egg? i think i should be able to fry an egg:P:P I think so :D:D HEHE! Who cares? i will learn all this later after psle :P:P

Friday, August 27, 2010

Why can't you stay by my side forever? Pls...
I Miss You :(
I feel weird... I dunno how to describe how i feel... I never felt like this before, Ugh!~
Today afternoon was fun... went out with ada, karina, jiajia and aisyah to causeway point :) Ada wants to buy teachers' day presents and i accompanied her :D:D Had a fun time with them :P love them ttm sia... But when i went to formspring, i saw some things which just made me angry... (its not about the hater) but sth else, and i deleted my account like that too... Youtube was deleted in a fit of anger tooo... BUT I do not regret my choice(:

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Today is a tiring day, just came back from school helping mc for teachers' day... well, the gee was quite good, imsomnia was great and there was also never say never :D:D HAHHAAHS!~ hmmm... christie really has the dancing talent 多亏是chinese dance de member :D:D lol... legs are sooo tired and aching ... i think tuesday will be worse, but i think it will be quite fun, teachers' day :P:P I and ada have to run around doing a lot of work and i think i will just fall on my bed once i reach home :) And i am deleting youtube sooo happeh :D finally i came to this choice.. its been such a fun day with ada and meng xian :D we both kept laughing and teasing each other.. and ada is sooo tired i pity her soo much :P i wish i could help her... Haiz.. I am also happy with lots of different stuff, i finally do not feel pain anymore... TIME HEALS MY WOUND>.< Oh god, 7.14 i gtg bb... yog closing ceremony in 16 mins :P:P bb, and kudos to singapore :D:D

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

somebody just keeps posting those stuff on formspring.. cant outbeat me in the fight of brains then keep spouting bad words-.- whats wrong with them? and i dunno who is she... but i think i know her-.- But i cant just go around accusing people.... 敢做不敢当>.< thats sooo

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Must you be soo cruel? Well, should i give up waiting? It does not hurt that much anymore though, but still i feel weird and i feel guilty, and i regret

Friday, August 13, 2010

Its the second day...and it still hurts:( Its worse... Sometimes when i closed my eyes, tears formed... Why am i being so emo? I hate myself! Suddenly, i realised i can't be myself, i need a mask :( bleah, its supposed to be a happy day... later at 1.30pm++ i am going to walk past her house and take the mrt to yishun to eat.. but now i don't think even food can make me feel better. i keep thinking what i had done, but i >.< UGH! What did i do? :( bleah It will not be a game over i promised... Even if it is i am going to find out why did i lose
Even though i didnt lose this time but :(:( PROBLEMS ARE HERE AGAIN:( I want to solve it, i tried to solve it, but the problem is i don't even know what the hell wrong is with me :(
Is history repeating itself? why must this always happens to me? When some things go right, others will go wrong :( BUT WHY? OH GOD :( WHY! i hate my life so much right now:( MY LIFE IS NOT AS AWESOME AS IT SEEMS and indeed its right. Indeed a saddening day :( Should i cry? No. UGH! Nothing is going to help me i think :( Unless... bleah :(
I feel sad :( and i immediately thought of this blog :) But still i am depressed>