Friday, August 13, 2010

Its the second day...and it still hurts:( Its worse... Sometimes when i closed my eyes, tears formed... Why am i being so emo? I hate myself! Suddenly, i realised i can't be myself, i need a mask :( bleah, its supposed to be a happy day... later at 1.30pm++ i am going to walk past her house and take the mrt to yishun to eat.. but now i don't think even food can make me feel better. i keep thinking what i had done, but i >.< UGH! What did i do? :( bleah It will not be a game over i promised... Even if it is i am going to find out why did i lose
Even though i didnt lose this time but :(:( PROBLEMS ARE HERE AGAIN:( I want to solve it, i tried to solve it, but the problem is i don't even know what the hell wrong is with me :(
Is history repeating itself? why must this always happens to me? When some things go right, others will go wrong :( BUT WHY? OH GOD :( WHY! i hate my life so much right now:( MY LIFE IS NOT AS AWESOME AS IT SEEMS and indeed its right. Indeed a saddening day :( Should i cry? No. UGH! Nothing is going to help me i think :( Unless... bleah :(
I feel sad :( and i immediately thought of this blog :) But still i am depressed>

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I wont lose again!~ Watch out... 
I wont lose again!~ Watch out... 
因为你我拥有最好的时光/细细品尝爱情淡淡的清香/快乐悲伤我为了你而珍藏/藏在我心上/直到地久天长