Today is a tiring day, just came back from school helping mc for teachers' day... well, the gee was quite good, imsomnia was great and there was also never say never :D:D HAHHAAHS!~ hmmm... christie really has the dancing talent 多亏是chinese dance de member :D:D lol... legs are sooo tired and aching ... i think tuesday will be worse, but i think it will be quite fun, teachers' day :P:P I and ada have to run around doing a lot of work and i think i will just fall on my bed once i reach home :) And i am deleting youtube sooo happeh :D finally i came to this choice.. its been such a fun day with ada and meng xian :D we both kept laughing and teasing each other.. and ada is sooo tired i pity her soo much :P i wish i could help her... Haiz.. I am also happy with lots of different stuff, i finally do not feel pain anymore... TIME HEALS MY WOUND>.< Oh god, 7.14 i gtg bb... yog closing ceremony in 16 mins :P:P bb, and kudos to singapore :D:D

somebody just keeps posting those stuff on formspring.. cant outbeat me in the fight of brains then keep spouting bad words-.- whats wrong with them? and i dunno who is she... but i think i know her-.- But i cant just go around accusing people.... 敢做不敢当>.< thats sooo

Must you be soo cruel? Well, should i give up waiting? It does not hurt that much anymore though, but still i feel weird and i feel guilty, and i regret

Its the second day...and it still hurts:( Its worse... Sometimes when i closed my eyes, tears formed... Why am i being so emo? I hate myself! Suddenly, i realised i can't be myself, i need a mask :( bleah, its supposed to be a happy day... later at 1.30pm++ i am going to walk past her house and take the mrt to yishun to eat.. but now i don't think even food can make me feel better. i keep thinking what i had done, but i >.< UGH! What did i do? :( bleah It will not be a game over i promised... Even if it is i am going to find out why did i lose

Even though i didnt lose this time but :(:( PROBLEMS ARE HERE AGAIN:( I want to solve it, i tried to solve it, but the problem is i don't even know what the hell wrong is with me :(

Is history repeating itself? why must this always happens to me? When some things go right, others will go wrong :( BUT WHY? OH GOD :( WHY! i hate my life so much right now:( MY LIFE IS NOT AS AWESOME AS IT SEEMS and indeed its right. Indeed a saddening day :( Should i cry? No. UGH! Nothing is going to help me i think :( Unless... bleah :(

I feel sad :( and i immediately thought of this blog :) But still i am depressed>