OMG... i totally forgotten to update my blog :P:P Well, last saturday was mummy's birthday and we went to ang mo kio to eat crab:D YUMMY!~ I love crab BWAHHAHAHA! LoveDieCrabbie :D HEHE!~ Lalallala :B Hmm... Well, today, got back chinese results and i lose to Prof Soh BY 0.5 mark! WTH~ EEKKK :( Mummy :( Hahas... well. nvm. hmm... and my science suck, bklt A: 50/60 ]: Hmm... and i just remembered sth, my group just lost to 紫罗兰!! AHHH! HEHE! Nvm. i think we will catch up soon :) :P:P And we also wrote notes just now during art lesson... And... Err... Nvm. Dun say lerh. Well, later going tuition and before that, gonna meet ah meng to pick up ada :P:P CHEERS ~~ DUN THINK ABT THE BAD EEEKY STUFF :P:P bleah.

Today was quite bad :P:P firstly, just got back maths results, and i realised that my OAS i shade wrongly like about 6 questions! AHHH! but in my booklet A, i got everything right... This is sooo maddening... i know how to do, i did it correctly, but shade wrongly, nvm. Hahas... whats over is over. no use crying over spilt milk. Hmmm.. then the chinese mock test was quite okay.. lets hope that i will get good grades for that. tmr is science!! EEEKKY! i havent finish revising bleah

Mid-Autumn Festival!~ The moon is soo round, so bright... My mum brought back durian mooncakes again!~ Yay :D LoveDieDurianMooncakes :D Muahahaha&^^ My grandma also bought my favourite yueliangbing :D YAY :D LoveYouPeople Muah!:> As i walk along the streets, i saw little kids, with parents, waving their lanterns... how i wish i was like them, soo cute, innocent, no pressure, just having fun.. :P sigh. I guess this is life then :/ Maatths mock test was quite alright, but i made one careless mistake and some other mistakes i think :P HAHAS nvm. psle i will not make the same mistake ;D

YOU KNOW WHAT! I JUST SUCK! I CANT DO THE MOCK TEST!~~~ ITS EEKY! WTH:( I hate my life... i give up, i dun want to do psle anymore :'( can i? no. reality sucks, and its like only 2++ weeks to psle omfg. Jys~ I am not sure if i can do it, i am waiting for ZQ and HY to snatch the first place from me... sigh, yeahh, thats how dejected i am. teehee

sunday... time passes sooo quickly! Going over to my paternal grandma house later to eat steamboat.. guess i will just eat a little :P:P HEHE!~~ I feel like giving up at this critical moment :( BUT I CANT :[ sigh, nvm. i guess i am born to do all this ... i cant wait for psle to be over in 2++ weeks!~~ i can do all the things i like :P:P

LC today and its easy soo yeah :D um um going out later with ada in this eeky day :P:P rain rain go away!!~~ HEHE! indeed, i tried... in my heart, i feel that its worth it! at least i didnt disappoint myself :\

ughh... why am i crying? i told myself not to cry... although i got first in class and lvl but i am not feeling the happiness.. whats wrong with me? i hate myself.. i do not have the courage, in my heart i thought i am at least gonna say hi, but in the end, nothing came out :[ coward me. i still do feel it.. and yes until now i cant forget...whenever i recall those happeh days, i will always cry! bUT WHATS THE POINT OF CRYING?! i want her back, but a one sided traffic does not help, i dunno what she thinks... but i know what i think. i still love you. i want you back.