Its been ages since i wrote my blog. and a lot of things happened when i didnt write it. Things took the turn for the worst and everything became back to the original. maybe i really did change. i changed in her eyes. and once i change its hard to change back. i feel bad. im sorry to her. i hurt her a lot. those tears on her face were cause by me. soo why not let her go, in that way she will never need to cry for a stupid jerk like me again. i miss those days. memories (: but well, i hope her life is good. forgetme ;;