ughh... why am i crying? i told myself not to cry... although i got first in class and lvl but i am not feeling the happiness.. whats wrong with me? i hate myself.. i do not have the courage, in my heart i thought i am at least gonna say hi, but in the end, nothing came out :[ coward me. i still do feel it.. and yes until now i cant forget...whenever i recall those happeh days, i will always cry! bUT WHATS THE POINT OF CRYING?! i want her back, but a one sided traffic does not help, i dunno what she thinks... but i know what i think. i still love you. i want you back.